NE Trip - National Museum of Singapore

Where's the love?

Why're people so stereotypical?

Why came with a judgmental approached to people?

Why do people so negative about things?

Why do people just wanna hate?

Why do people just don't think for others?

Where....is...the...love?

Anyone of us

Anyone of us

I've been letting you down, down
Girl I know I've been such a fool
Giving in to temptation
When I should've played it cool
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

[chorus]
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't take my heart will break
cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake

She was kind of exciting
A little crazy I should've known
She must have altered my senses
cause I offered to walk her home
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

[chorus]

A stupid mistake
She means nothing to me
(nothing to me)
I swear every word is true
Don't wanna lose you

If you're not the one

If You're Not The One

If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?

If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?

If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?

If you you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings

But I know you're here with me now

We'll make it through and I hope

You are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand

If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?

If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?

If you're not for me, then why does this distance name my life?

If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away

But I know that this much is true

We'll make it through and I hope

You are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with

And I pray that you're the one I build my home with

I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand

If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss your body and soul so strong

That it takes my breath away

And I breath you into my heart

And I pray for the strength to stand today

'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right

And though I can't be with you tonight

And though my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand

If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

Moment of Crossed Thoughts

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.
I wish this was an illusion that brought me for moment of fantasy.
It wasn't the moment that you could be Imagining off,
And is the moment to leave this place as soon as i could.

The thing that I had done
Many thoughts that stored in this huge archive of my mind
unerasable and ambiguous solutions.

Tell me tell me.Should i look away?

Skin Art Episode 5

Skin Art EP5 Traditional Hand Tattoo

The 4th Week of School

Projects are coming up tremendously i would say. It was way different than before. I mean it's really killing me. My Lecturer had thrown dozen and solidified information into our brains which i think it really don't works well on me. Neither some of my course-mate does. I was just thinking "OH GOD! I'm OVERLOADED".

I need the remedies for all possibilities to power up my brain to store more infos. Another problem! L.A.T.E. it's always, no matter I've meetings with people. My bad habit. Officially, divulged my bad habits huh. Haha. May be it is not. I'm sick of this life now. Sometime, so much of confusions - so complexes that I want to leave it just like that. Paranoid me. Why I kept thinking about it? I tried to let it go and be myself. I really can't. People I met, i just can't stop figuring what their thoughts are. I judged myself too much and i'm afraid to say wrong things because I don't want to hurt them. Yet i did it sometime and wish at that moment in time to take it back but it was decoded to people's mind. I just can't stop looking at that way. I've a very disturbance brain or mind. This is not only the problem I'm facing it right now.
Confusion over preference?

Every day questions. I want to make it to stop but I couldn't.

I just really detested going through this not only about humans. Sometime i felt - petrified and ready to make my head explode. Like why not? Don't you agree and at that moment. Everything is like GAME OVER.

But there's this person who always understand me from the start of my this big deal problem lol until this minutes. She's SEXY-AWESOMED and i can't imagine how it would be like when during that crucial time without her? LOL the best damn thing is to have her around. =] THANKY YOU! =]

I'm blessed to have such an AWESOME friend like her. Of course there's others whom as well part of this reasons. They had put effort to help me out. And exit from this darkest hole. =] I'm happy to have you guys around and I want to keep you guys, remember that! =] lol KEEP! But of course is not as easy to walk out.

PS: I've never want to reveal what I really feel because I think is mundane and all this words shouldn't be reached to my mum’s ears. I don't want all the worries from friends. I’m happy to have you guys around already. I'm fine and if you think this a first stage of my depression. I'm not. lol So don't worry people =] and people who are reading this, I do care for you guys. =]

Suwanno Rae-Jung,
Peace ||
Meet up soon people, and hopes you guys do well.

ROOM 101 EP01

The Singapore Version ROOM 101

Episode 1