Awake-able like 4am

My room was in a mess
empty space unavailable for seat.
My bed,
I could see books,pen,eraser
Staring at the arrow key UP,DOWN,LEFT and RIGHT.where's the key?!
I Suppressed with sigh.

Tonnes of workload waiting for me.
Revise my notes?
Choking myself with information?
Hungry Monster?
That was all over me.

I sang along with Taylor Swift.
her song is not a lullaby
I babbled the lyrics again and again.
All she did was to accompany me through the night.
I'm tired, off for bed.Wohoooooooo

True

I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the awnsers
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

My thoughts-30 Dec 08

It'll be great people! The time is like the wind blowing through your face and flies by as fast as you wouldn’t want to end it soon. You love the year of 2008. LOL. I wouldn’t want it, anyway. 2009!! Be fast leh.LOL. Desperately wanting 2009. Here it goes a nostalgic for my secondary school day and it wasn’t going to be the same again as it was before from now. I do still thinking about it.And Times changed me. Yes, that was admittable comment. i won't deny.I’m still unrestrained with those implicating moment.hmm lots to say abt that. That’s pertaining to my own mental internalization.

I planned to stay low profile for year 2009.That’s the plan! I’ll be advocating myself if something comes mistakenly. I’m not going to do something that is norms. Lol. Stay as myself. I wished most not to hurt the most to anyone was to stay away from conflict situation,but intercessor for somebody else is not my job man.Hence, I have to obsess myself with book and I’ll stay away from complication mind.Shhhhhhhh. . . .my thoughts only.soothingly music. . . . . . .

Rea Jung

Midnight 1.16am

Weee...i'm seriously like the way night life is.Nobody cares and listen to that soothingly music.Wow, i can't imagine that was my life.i stuck with school's work and with group mate.i felt there's nothing can be amended.Nobody wants to help and nobody utter anything.I'm sick of facing it.Imbiciles Lair! He did that all the time. Ruined the whole project but seriouly you can't.We could cope with all those problem you gave us.You thought we wouldn't be able to stand up and shout?! Of course we have the right to do it.But i'm kinda like disappointed with him.I think, my planned right now is to give up of confrontation toward him.What should i care? He nuts and yuen leong going to make him pay the price he ask for it.Supposedly, he deserved that way we treat him. I want to wash my hands off.But i can't as a group mate of Chun Lin and Yuen Leong. I do have some reposibility to help them. If it still stay this way, things will go bad to worse.

But i believe even he ask for apology right now . . .. sigh we going to just ignore him. ahuh! I don't know what to do. I ran out of ideas of helping him. Resuscication ?!! ahha that's stupidity of me. What i can urge him? to make him turn back everything.

Good nite. .

MEDAN TRIP 1-3 Dec 08

Since Monday to Wednesday, i went to MEDAN and it was a short trip. We took VALUAIR aircraft. It was my second trip which flew at night. Well, seating near the window was a great experiences for me.Beautiful Lights which lighten the city area. As for cousin's wedding, all cousins were almost there present at the scene. We were like chatting the whole nights talking about love, friendship and others. Whatever the subject all about it did not stop us from carried on chatting.

We took many photos which symbolized the day we met and we were happy with the occasional events. I miss them so much and it was always a comfortable feeling and you weren't think people will betray you and kinda. When 1st Dec, i went to Sis's house to stay and we chatted all night long. We discussed about cousins and many other things. Next morning, i played with her son who is my nephew and niece as well. They were really cute toddlers and LOL. I could not stop myself from being tempted to carry them, played, cheek kiss and they were cute.

hope the CNY i will be there. . .

See ya RJ