YOU'RE AWESOME!!! =]
Dear AWESOME-Friend,
Thanks for everything and all the helps.
Making my days went smoothly and steady.
THANK YOU!
Making my days went smoothly and steady.
THANK YOU!
RJ ||
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Monday, June 28, 2010
Minutes of Midnight
Hey i'm back, one thing i wanna say "Is Freaking me out!" as in for tomorrow.(No, in few hours time)
I don't know what i should do. I'm just hoping "I am the Codes Maniac!".
It's not gonna work if i just stay there and do nothing. But this Midnight, my mind just blanked out and i'm sick and tired of seeing those codes for hours and hours. Days and Days.
Believe me is really sickening to face it like that?
And first it was like distraction and then codes. Two things happened at one time.
This is bad and MAD!
Phew~
I can't stay focus and it's so distracting in my mind. Even i blog this out and i still feel very much like having conversation with my mind. With the thoughts in my head, this fucking thing just don't go away. But yeah is all my internal control of everything. I guess recently or may be this few month. I'm EMO KID. That was what i realized recently.Many things just happened and i really hate this life like seriously, Why I've this fucking-shit life? WHY?
W!
Well, just gonna be more decisive, I would say and stay focus that's basically what i want.
Another thing i wanna mention is that Esther been awesome gal as in all along.
She's great and I loved her to have her around.
Alright then 1:06 AM. I'm gonna get back to work again.
Hope the deadline is change as in some mercy show by the lecturer.
Peace out guys! ||
I don't know what i should do. I'm just hoping "I am the Codes Maniac!".
It's not gonna work if i just stay there and do nothing. But this Midnight, my mind just blanked out and i'm sick and tired of seeing those codes for hours and hours. Days and Days.
Believe me is really sickening to face it like that?
And first it was like distraction and then codes. Two things happened at one time.
This is bad and MAD!
Phew~
I can't stay focus and it's so distracting in my mind. Even i blog this out and i still feel very much like having conversation with my mind. With the thoughts in my head, this fucking thing just don't go away. But yeah is all my internal control of everything. I guess recently or may be this few month. I'm EMO KID. That was what i realized recently.Many things just happened and i really hate this life like seriously, Why I've this fucking-shit life? WHY?
W!
Well, just gonna be more decisive, I would say and stay focus that's basically what i want.
Another thing i wanna mention is that Esther been awesome gal as in all along.
She's great and I loved her to have her around.
Alright then 1:06 AM. I'm gonna get back to work again.
Hope the deadline is change as in some mercy show by the lecturer.
Peace out guys! ||
Have Fun and Enjoy your days!
Friday, June 25, 2010
Love The Way You Lie
Lyrics
[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I Love the way you lie
[Verse 1 - Eminem]
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight all I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off on love, drunk from my hate
It's like I'm huffin' paint and I love it
The more I suffer, I suffocate
Right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates
Me, she fuckin' hates me, and I love it, Wait!
Where you going? I'm leaving you.
No you ain't. Come back. We're running right back
Here we go again, it's so insane
Cuz when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind in his back
She's lois lane when and it's bad, it's awful
I feel so ashamed, I snap "Who's that dude?"
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on him, I never stood so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength
[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
[Verse 2 - Eminem]
You ever love somebody so much,
you could barely breathe when you with 'em?
You meet, and neither one of you even know it hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah them chills used to get 'em
Now you gettin' fuckin' sick of lookin' at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit 'em
You push, pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moments when you're with 'em
It's the fate that took over, it controls you both
So they say, you'd best to go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya cuz today,
That was yesterday, yesterday is over and it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over
But you promised her, next time you'd show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it "window pane"
[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
[Verse 3 - Eminem]
Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same team
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby please come back, it wasn't you. Baby it was me.
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much, to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time? There won't be no next time
I apologize, even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games, I just want her back. I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fuckin' leave again,
Ima tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
Just gonna
[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I Love the way you lie
[Verse 1 - Eminem]
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight all I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off on love, drunk from my hate
It's like I'm huffin' paint and I love it
The more I suffer, I suffocate
Right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates
Me, she fuckin' hates me, and I love it, Wait!
Where you going? I'm leaving you.
No you ain't. Come back. We're running right back
Here we go again, it's so insane
Cuz when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind in his back
She's lois lane when and it's bad, it's awful
I feel so ashamed, I snap "Who's that dude?"
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on him, I never stood so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength
[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
[Verse 2 - Eminem]
You ever love somebody so much,
you could barely breathe when you with 'em?
You meet, and neither one of you even know it hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah them chills used to get 'em
Now you gettin' fuckin' sick of lookin' at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit 'em
You push, pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moments when you're with 'em
It's the fate that took over, it controls you both
So they say, you'd best to go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya cuz today,
That was yesterday, yesterday is over and it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over
But you promised her, next time you'd show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it "window pane"
[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
[Verse 3 - Eminem]
Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same team
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby please come back, it wasn't you. Baby it was me.
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much, to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time? There won't be no next time
I apologize, even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games, I just want her back. I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fuckin' leave again,
Ima tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
Just gonna
[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Penned Down My Thoughts of the Week
Alright,I'm pretty much quite relax now.
At least I could smile more during the week and espcially the Saturday.
I made myself clear and i did it.
When I was first headed back to that place, I felt strange. It was like everything happened all over again from where i first experienced. But nothing amazed me that night. All i know that I went there was to loose out myself.
And of course met some cool people out there. Anna was an awesome gal! Seriously.
Jeremy was kinda cool guy.Throught out the nite,you rocks!
Another week of holidays but seems to be a week past like so fast.
And I don't get any dejection from anyone.I'm fine. No more dismay mood.
i would say it's end tonight.I look at it at such disdain.
Does it still matters when all doors are closed?
Sometime it's a terrfying glimpse of the future.Sometime it's worth to face it.
But now it became disdainful to look at it.I'm not ascribe to all the things.
Okay and Alright I can't really highlighted everything that had happened and describe them in details.yup! So chao
At least I could smile more during the week and espcially the Saturday.
I made myself clear and i did it.
When I was first headed back to that place, I felt strange. It was like everything happened all over again from where i first experienced. But nothing amazed me that night. All i know that I went there was to loose out myself.
And of course met some cool people out there. Anna was an awesome gal! Seriously.
Jeremy was kinda cool guy.Throught out the nite,you rocks!
Another week of holidays but seems to be a week past like so fast.
And I don't get any dejection from anyone.I'm fine. No more dismay mood.
i would say it's end tonight.I look at it at such disdain.
Does it still matters when all doors are closed?
Sometime it's a terrfying glimpse of the future.Sometime it's worth to face it.
But now it became disdainful to look at it.I'm not ascribe to all the things.
Okay and Alright I can't really highlighted everything that had happened and describe them in details.yup! So chao
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Typical Sunday
Blog thoughts!
It's a sunday,it's a typical one
I've my whole day here in JBM
Taking care of everything
Ensure it's all fine
Next,school holidays.But Projects!
My throat is still hurting =[
Been going through this for a week.
No matter i swallow down my salvia,
it hurts!
Alright, this way to communicate is better.
No way that is gonna hurt my throat.
HolidayS!
Off.
It's a sunday,it's a typical one
I've my whole day here in JBM
Taking care of everything
Ensure it's all fine
Next,school holidays.But Projects!
My throat is still hurting =[
Been going through this for a week.
No matter i swallow down my salvia,
it hurts!
Alright, this way to communicate is better.
No way that is gonna hurt my throat.
HolidayS!
Off.
Saturday, June 05, 2010
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