Brand New Year

Brand New Year with the digits 11 at the back. 01/01/11
well, this is the year I’ve been waiting for. Reason being, I’ll be graduating this coming summer.
It’s going to be so so so fun to be around the Graduation Ceremony, graduation gown and photo shooting. I could officially get my Dip Cert. Though I might felt a little too fast to be there, but 5 months ahead of today. Pretty short!

Strenuously, these two months is tough though because I left with 8 weeks to complete my school final year project. I do have some plan for my next further studies. Since, I can’t get in into Top Local Uni but that doesn’t mean I should stop pursuing my dream. At the same time I would like to share this, UOL is providing awards under the International programme for those whom pursuing their degree come with direct honors. And you could do their degree as PT or FT at Singapore Institute of Management (SIM). Not very good one but definitely with believes and actions can bring you somewhere. Sorry for those who pursue different interest I can’t provide you with information.

Last year my first priority of my resolutions was to GAIN WEIGHT. Yea I did gain about 5kg. And that doesn’t mean I’m going be obese. I don’t know where all the mass go to. But I am contented with it. How about the rest of the resolutions? Some it was working but some didn’t work as according to plan hahha.

And this year,

1) Gain Weight
2) Stay Fit
3) Frugal

Do you stick to your resolutions?
Do you’ve any interest of taking degree after poly?
Anyone switch field from IT Related to Business? (That’s meJ) lol

I've always wanted to say - definitely is a brand new year right?
Is a year to start a brand new "you".

For those who

*stuck in the middle of some thoughts that you wish to say to someone you've loved for sometime, this is the year.
*wish to get promoted, strive for it and do your job well there is nothing called "Too Late" Impressed your Bosses not just boss.
*wish to mend all your wrongdoings in 2010, this is the year.
*wish to try to do something you've never done before and wanted it so badly to happen to you, this is the year? (Better be something good)
*always be picked on and bullied by other, this is the year STAND UP - and put on quite a show for who you are. Fist it! (Show your gut)

See ya!

Disclaimer: Information, opinion expressed is totally not to be comply, oblige, adhere and any reoccurred incident is deemed as coincident. The writer of raejung.blogspot.com is free to express his thoughts and opinions.

Love The Way You Lie Part 2

Rihanna's Collaboration "Love The Way You Lie" Part 2. She's taking the lead this time, which tells her side of the story.

Album : Loud in store 16th Nov 2010

Rihanna Ft Eminem - Love The Way You Lie Part 2

[Rihanna]
On the first page of our story
The future seemed so bright
Then this thing turned out so evil
I don't know why I'm still surprised
Even angels have their wicked schemes
And you take that to new extremes
But you'll always be my hero
Even though you've lost your mind

[Chorus]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Ohhh, I love the way you lie

[Rihanna]
Now there's gravel in our voices
Glass is shattered from the fight
In this tug of war, you'll always win
Even when I'm right
'Cause you feed me fables from your hand
With violent words and empty threats
And it's sick that all these battles
Are what keeps me satisfied

[Chorus]

[Rihanna]
So maybe I'm a masochist
I try to run but I don't wanna ever leave
Til the walls are goin' up
In smoke with all our memories

[Eminem]
This morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face
Smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
Hush baby, speak softly, tell me I'll be sorry
That you pushed me into the coffee table last night
So I can push you off me
Try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me
Run out the room and I'll follow you like a lost puppy
Baby, without you, I'm nothing, I'm so lost, hug me
Then tell me how ugly I am, but that you'll always love me
Then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the
Destructive path that we're on, two psychopaths but we
Know that no matter how many knives we put in each other's backs
That we'll have each other's backs, 'cause we're that lucky
Together, we move mountains, let's not make mountains out of molehills,
You hit me twice, yeah, but who's countin'?
I may have hit you three times, I'm startin' to lose count
But together, we'll live forever, we found the youth fountain
Our love is crazy, we're nuts, but I refused counsellin'
This house is too huge, if you move out I'll burn all two thousand
Square feet of it to the ground, ain't shit you can do about it
With you I'm in my f-ckin' mind, without you, I'm out it

[Chorus]
Love the way you lie

Line Artopia

Photoshopped!
Line Artopia

=]

Approaching the end of September 2010

Hi =],

I'm back!

September has been a blast through out.
"Blogging" I just can't find the time to put thoughts into it.
Apparently, am doing my IPP.
Basics,
those stuff like i did in school.

It's been two weeks ever since the first day, time flew that fast. You began to wonder when it's gonna be ended. I just cant wait for this semester to end.
I wanna feel the graduation soon and move on to NS Life.
And exited that life and i could persue things i like.

Chao

Short Update

STEP UP 3 =D

pheeeeeeeeeffffff!

I'm back for a short update.

I walked out of theater two hours ago. Guess what? What What?

STEP UP 3! Was in the house!

Tell ya guys, it's definitely "must watch film".

It's really COOL. And i would say "It's always cooler than before".

Astounding for every single scene that they made. Catch it! you'll know what i meant.

Step Up 3D - Robot Rock

My favorite moves Robot Rock yeah

Hey I am back

WOOOOO!! Hey how are you? Hope everything is fine out there for ya.

I wanna say this - I am back to Beam Global ahhhh.

yea is only for short period assignment - 3 weeks.

Though it's short but i am looking forward for tml,

I am reporting for work.

ahhhhhhh wooooohhhh =]

Next, I scored pretty well for

Microsoft Certified Technology Specialist - DBA and secured a cert for it =]

Congrats me!

Okay school had ended few weeks ago and my last paper on 31st. Yahoo!!

And IPP gonna start at 6 Sep. . .

Recently, I've been busy with Tuitions,completed my school projects, busy about school tests,

meet up with friends, some classes. yeah

okay I'll out soon.

9th Aug Singapore Independence Day

Hapi 9th Aug, friends!

gotta work today. Cant really go out to enjoy.
Alright, my school weeks had ended and left with two more papers on 11 and 31 to clear them up.
That's my final. And Beam management calling me back to work for them before IPP starts.
Thumbs up!

IPHONE 4

IPHONE 4 in SINGAPORE

IPhone 4 is in TOWN!

WOW everyone were so crazy about it. Create Human Madness! Claps for APPLE.

Haha of coz it has best tech spec this time round compare to Iphone 3.

In my opinion WHITE/BLACK?

I say BLACK because white don't look that classy enough because it looks like LG PHONE.

Back then to IPHONE 3, white is more classy than black. Twisted now!

I don't think is worth to get iphone 4 now if you're intending to get one. I would strongly advice not to get it now.

Ref: IPHONE 4 16GB

Best offer plan in town is $36/mth inclusive GST and one time charge for the phone is $1404.48(approx) Two years contract.

If you get it directly from store.apple.com it cost you 888 bucks ONLY.

Link: http://store.apple.com/sg/browse/home/shop_iphone/family/iphone

That's mean if you purchased the phone with contract, the supplier will earn half the amount of the device from one of you.

It's a great earn but it's a great lost to consumer.

Consider Low Income Family is still not affordable to get it yet.

=]

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Photoshopped

Quite boring here at my work place. So this is the little fun i did to kill time

Theme: Walk Alone

BEFORE



AFTER

Sorcerer's Apprentice

If I am a sorcerer’s apprentice, I would use my power to make people around me happy and smiley =] face every day. Because they are the reason that make my life beautiful.

So guys “Catch The Sorcerer’s Apprentice Movie starting from 22nd July 2010 and join the Walt Disney Studios Singapore official FACEBOOK and Twitter page

Waka Waka Remix

ahhhh nice Shakira - Waka Waka (David Guetta Remix)

Super Mario - Amazement

Esther, She Rocks!

YOU'RE AWESOME!!! =]

Dear AWESOME-Friend,

Thanks for everything and all the helps.
Making my days went smoothly and steady.
THANK YOU!

RJ ||

Minutes of Midnight

Hey i'm back, one thing i wanna say "Is Freaking me out!" as in for tomorrow.(No, in few hours time)
I don't know what i should do. I'm just hoping "I am the Codes Maniac!".
It's not gonna work if i just stay there and do nothing. But this Midnight, my mind just blanked out and i'm sick and tired of seeing those codes for hours and hours. Days and Days.
Believe me is really sickening to face it like that?
And first it was like distraction and then codes. Two things happened at one time.
This is bad and MAD!

Phew~
I can't stay focus and it's so distracting in my mind. Even i blog this out and i still feel very much like having conversation with my mind. With the thoughts in my head, this fucking thing just don't go away. But yeah is all my internal control of everything. I guess recently or may be this few month. I'm EMO KID. That was what i realized recently.Many things just happened and i really hate this life like seriously, Why I've this fucking-shit life? WHY?
W!

Well, just gonna be more decisive, I would say and stay focus that's basically what i want.
Another thing i wanna mention is that Esther been awesome gal as in all along.
She's great and I loved her to have her around.

Alright then 1:06 AM. I'm gonna get back to work again.
Hope the deadline is change as in some mercy show by the lecturer.

Peace out guys! ||

Have Fun and Enjoy your days!

Love The Way You Lie

Lyrics

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I Love the way you lie

[Verse 1 - Eminem]
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight all I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight

High off on love, drunk from my hate
It's like I'm huffin' paint and I love it
The more I suffer, I suffocate
Right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates
Me, she fuckin' hates me, and I love it, Wait!
Where you going? I'm leaving you.
No you ain't. Come back. We're running right back

Here we go again, it's so insane
Cuz when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind in his back
She's lois lane when and it's bad, it's awful
I feel so ashamed, I snap "Who's that dude?"
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on him, I never stood so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Verse 2 - Eminem]
You ever love somebody so much,
you could barely breathe when you with 'em?
You meet, and neither one of you even know it hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah them chills used to get 'em
Now you gettin' fuckin' sick of lookin' at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit 'em
You push, pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moments when you're with 'em

It's the fate that took over, it controls you both
So they say, you'd best to go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya cuz today,
That was yesterday, yesterday is over and it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over
But you promised her, next time you'd show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it "window pane"

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Verse 3 - Eminem]
Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same team
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded

Baby please come back, it wasn't you. Baby it was me.
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much, to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time? There won't be no next time
I apologize, even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games, I just want her back. I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fuckin' leave again,
Ima tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
Just gonna

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Penned Down My Thoughts of the Week

Alright,I'm pretty much quite relax now.
At least I could smile more during the week and espcially the Saturday.
I made myself clear and i did it.
When I was first headed back to that place, I felt strange. It was like everything happened all over again from where i first experienced. But nothing amazed me that night. All i know that I went there was to loose out myself.
And of course met some cool people out there. Anna was an awesome gal! Seriously.
Jeremy was kinda cool guy.Throught out the nite,you rocks!

Another week of holidays but seems to be a week past like so fast.
And I don't get any dejection from anyone.I'm fine. No more dismay mood.
i would say it's end tonight.I look at it at such disdain.
Does it still matters when all doors are closed?
Sometime it's a terrfying glimpse of the future.Sometime it's worth to face it.
But now it became disdainful to look at it.I'm not ascribe to all the things.

Okay and Alright I can't really highlighted everything that had happened and describe them in details.yup! So chao

Typical Sunday

Blog thoughts!

It's a sunday,it's a typical one
I've my whole day here in JBM
Taking care of everything
Ensure it's all fine

Next,school holidays.But Projects!
My throat is still hurting =[
Been going through this for a week.
No matter i swallow down my salvia,
it hurts!

Alright, this way to communicate is better.
No way that is gonna hurt my throat.
HolidayS!

Off.

Episodic

The Accent Challenge

Singapore Version Room 101

Episode 2

Episode 3

Episode 4

Episode 5

Farewell Dinner-Cindy && Martin's BD

Farewell Dinner-Cindy & Martin's BD
3rd June 2010

Cindy

Martin

NE Trip - National Museum of Singapore

Where's the love?

Why're people so stereotypical?

Why came with a judgmental approached to people?

Why do people so negative about things?

Why do people just wanna hate?

Why do people just don't think for others?

Where....is...the...love?

Anyone of us

Anyone of us

I've been letting you down, down
Girl I know I've been such a fool
Giving in to temptation
When I should've played it cool
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

[chorus]
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't take my heart will break
cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake

She was kind of exciting
A little crazy I should've known
She must have altered my senses
cause I offered to walk her home
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

[chorus]

A stupid mistake
She means nothing to me
(nothing to me)
I swear every word is true
Don't wanna lose you

If you're not the one

If You're Not The One

If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?

If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?

If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?

If you you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings

But I know you're here with me now

We'll make it through and I hope

You are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand

If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?

If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?

If you're not for me, then why does this distance name my life?

If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away

But I know that this much is true

We'll make it through and I hope

You are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with

And I pray that you're the one I build my home with

I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand

If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss your body and soul so strong

That it takes my breath away

And I breath you into my heart

And I pray for the strength to stand today

'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right

And though I can't be with you tonight

And though my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand

If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

Moment of Crossed Thoughts

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.
I wish this was an illusion that brought me for moment of fantasy.
It wasn't the moment that you could be Imagining off,
And is the moment to leave this place as soon as i could.

The thing that I had done
Many thoughts that stored in this huge archive of my mind
unerasable and ambiguous solutions.

Tell me tell me.Should i look away?

Skin Art Episode 5

Skin Art EP5 Traditional Hand Tattoo

The 4th Week of School

Projects are coming up tremendously i would say. It was way different than before. I mean it's really killing me. My Lecturer had thrown dozen and solidified information into our brains which i think it really don't works well on me. Neither some of my course-mate does. I was just thinking "OH GOD! I'm OVERLOADED".

I need the remedies for all possibilities to power up my brain to store more infos. Another problem! L.A.T.E. it's always, no matter I've meetings with people. My bad habit. Officially, divulged my bad habits huh. Haha. May be it is not. I'm sick of this life now. Sometime, so much of confusions - so complexes that I want to leave it just like that. Paranoid me. Why I kept thinking about it? I tried to let it go and be myself. I really can't. People I met, i just can't stop figuring what their thoughts are. I judged myself too much and i'm afraid to say wrong things because I don't want to hurt them. Yet i did it sometime and wish at that moment in time to take it back but it was decoded to people's mind. I just can't stop looking at that way. I've a very disturbance brain or mind. This is not only the problem I'm facing it right now.
Confusion over preference?

Every day questions. I want to make it to stop but I couldn't.

I just really detested going through this not only about humans. Sometime i felt - petrified and ready to make my head explode. Like why not? Don't you agree and at that moment. Everything is like GAME OVER.

But there's this person who always understand me from the start of my this big deal problem lol until this minutes. She's SEXY-AWESOMED and i can't imagine how it would be like when during that crucial time without her? LOL the best damn thing is to have her around. =] THANKY YOU! =]

I'm blessed to have such an AWESOME friend like her. Of course there's others whom as well part of this reasons. They had put effort to help me out. And exit from this darkest hole. =] I'm happy to have you guys around and I want to keep you guys, remember that! =] lol KEEP! But of course is not as easy to walk out.

PS: I've never want to reveal what I really feel because I think is mundane and all this words shouldn't be reached to my mum’s ears. I don't want all the worries from friends. I’m happy to have you guys around already. I'm fine and if you think this a first stage of my depression. I'm not. lol So don't worry people =] and people who are reading this, I do care for you guys. =]

Suwanno Rae-Jung,
Peace ||
Meet up soon people, and hopes you guys do well.

ROOM 101 EP01

The Singapore Version ROOM 101

Episode 1

22nd Birthday!

Thank you,Awesome Friends, for the celebrations and the time you made. The happy wishes on FB & SMS, and Twitter.

Esther for your - wooo Voucher Free Flow lol
Others that made time to come down.
BIG THANK YOU!

Back to School

School start at 8 am tml.Every thing has changed back to the "SCH LIFE". Sigh suppressively.

Boring.....

Skin Art EP4 / Amazing Fire Trick

Skin Art Episode 4

Amazing Fire Trick

Deviant

Hi there,
Today was doing front desk again. For whole day this time round wasnt like the other time.
The basic and usual things.
While on another hand,
Almost everyone is busy with IPP while for myself not for IPP.
But i'm doing fine.No worries =] I liked this place.

Ever since that day, my mind keep revolving about many things which is so confusing.
I don't how? It's always been this complicated. It never gives me an answer which straight to the point. Is this the turn for me to reconsider or to be considered?

I detested to guess my fate! Doesn't like to be fool around and cast about for an answer?

Adios!

The mid March

Hey there,
I'm back with a little of myself this time round not about Tik Tok or Art Skin.
Phews~ Blogging @ Office beacuse I'm doing front desk for 2 hours today. Kinda Cool, respond the calls " Good Afternoon, Blah blah"

Been going great this few weeks of holiday and made a lot of friends. =]
Already worked for almost 2 weeks. Nice to be on track again.
Recently, i'd attended two birthday party. And then met up with some friends and catching up with them. Nice! Nice! Wu ah ah wu ah ah. Feeling like doing camp again but timing is so constranining until i'd spent my time on others stuff wasn't enough. But it's okay, is good to stuck outside then on PC. May be school days was like that previously.
In anxiety state, next week is the Results for all modules. Oh man,Oh shit. Don't Fuck me this time round. Let me pass through smoothly again. hehe

In summarization, Awesome! No complaint. Alrite see ya guys.

PS: Gracious in harmony

Skin Art EP 2

Warning: The following video is rated 18+ (Mature Content - Not Recommend For Viewers Under 18)




Body Piercing
1.MicroDermal
2.Surface Piercing

SA EP2 Body Piercings from clicknetwork on Vimeo.

Interesting Fact

Hey there,
I don't know whether some of you heard of this song "Tik Tok" by Ke$sha or never. By the way, people have opinion about her song that start with the line "Before I leave Brush my teeth with a Bottle of jack" So WongFu Productions made a video about it. how gross or how awesome it is? Brush your teeth with a bottle of Jack = Whisky.



You could search for "Tik Tok" MV at youtube.com.

Skin Art

After CNY

Am I nerd? LOL

Wooo..Didn't know CNY ended this fast.
And i thought was going to be so boring.
Well, One word to say "AWESOME" it ended with many smiles.
Probably, I'd enjoyed too much of it.
Great! =]

Back to square where you disciplined yourself and sit at the desk to do all your revisions.
Compulsory has to do it. Monday is gonna be the first paper to sit. Finals is coming too soon.
Yet, Concentration never better than before. Distraction everywhere it goes and stop.
Music is so entertaining me when revision is ON.
I needed it for sure. My remedy to revise better and survive through lol
Sometime i felt music kept me going and made me thinks better.
How i wish music could be played in the exam hall. So i could think better. How about that COOL?
The reason why music is essential for me to do my works because i could concentrate better and leave the surrounding as it is. (Headset on my head)

For those agreed? Haha. Tagged me!

Seeya! My best of lucks to you for your finals,everyone!

Cheerrriooo,

RJ ||

(Living just doesn't come first try, it takes a lifetime to get it right.)

Special One

There are many different kinds

of fish in the sea

but only one that's so

really important to me.

You're really a special breed

one of a kind.

Fish like you are the

hardest to find.

None are as special

as you that I've seen.

Do you know how much

to me you mean?

I can hardly believe

that in this large sea

that I'd find you

and you'd find me!

Never Say Never/ Two is Better Than One

http://www.tylerwardmusic.com

www.facebook.com/tylerwardmusic

http://www.tylerwardmusic.com

Chords

Capo 1st Fret
Verse: G/D/Em/C/G/D
Chorus: G/Bm/Em/C
Bridge: Asus2 (X02200)/Em/D
" " Asus2/Em/D/C

http://www.twitter.com/chestersee

NicE

Imlek yang boring

Seperti hari yang biasa, saya kerja di tempat fren's guah. Coba coba ajai bahasa wa udah tidak bagus.Udah lama tidak seperti ini, memakai bahasa berkomunikasi dengan orang atau text di bahasa.Ya udah lama ni tidak pakai bahasa.Udah lapuk tak bagus lagi.Hancur. Saya miss cousin guwek di medan. Bagaimana ama mereka ya. Hope mereka bagus bagus aja seh.
Sekarang kalau hitung dengan jari aku, udah tidak cukup hampir sebelas tahun disini. Imlek yang akan datang sangat boring.wa tidak pulang ke medan tahun ini juga. Mama guwek pulang jadinya wa seorang yang di Singapore. Tidak ada angpow. ya tak apa lah cari teman keluar jalan-jalan yang bukan orang cina. haha. saya suka sama satu orang yang haha hmmmm. . . kalau wa ada cinta in akan menjadi sesuatu yang paling banga ama wa.Dia itu cuwek dan hmm mukanya BAGUS...! lol Ok lah sambung lagi kalau ada waktu okay frens.


Woo
PEacE

MJ's Grammy Awards Tribute

Michael Jackson's Grammy Tribute Goes Beyond Remembering His Music, Reinforces His Message



"[We] like to thank the fans, our father loved you so much," Prince Michael said. "Our father was always concerned about the planet."

Prince Michael added that his father's music had a universal theme of love. "We will continue to spread his message," he said.

Today

Hi friends,
Oh man, i felt like to say something but it's gonna be long one. So,i'm very busy with school and works. There's like more to do and more to care. YEah, we're all the same. Problems are piling up consecutively.Yeah so i met up with shina,joo and arianto for dinner.Kinda short one and interesting as well. I would say is a awesome dinner as well as to see them and catch up with life that keep changing. Talking to them were so great.Hope to see more of this again.

Arrrhem...so... yup
Stay cool and healthy everyone
I'll keep update more next time.

||

Back to school

Hey there,Wow 2010.

I'm back to school and everything is running fast. I need to catch up with school stuff yet is still so distracting. I wanna just focus only school things not more than that. And well, problems will never stop coming up to you. Best way to ignore is what you could do to let it be . Basically, is just " human thing". So be it.I'm so not gonna put so much thoughts to it at the moment.I guessed.
Pretty much like down for school things. Care what i supposed to.
Yeah. I don't make a choice because i just follow what the choice was chose.
Is just hard to explain.ya

Apart from all this things,I'd a camp last week. It was seriously very very good one.
I felt everything was like back to those days. Nostalgia.
In fact, i learnt more things and sortsa putting things back to right place.
I'm grateful to people who presented at the scene to know what was going on.
Mindset is changing.

Note: Conquer your fear with less negative thoughts.

Beyonce Clown

Who I am

I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am

Nothing makes sense, nothing makes sense anymore
Nothing is right, nothing is right when you're gone
I'm losing my breath, I'm losing my right to be wrong
I'm frightened to death, I'm frightened that I won't be strong

I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am

Hey!

I'm shaking it off, I'm shaking off all of the pain.
Breaking my heart, breaking my heart once again

I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am

I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am

Yeah, who I am.

First Day of 2010

The first day of 2010,
Resolutions:
1) Gain Weight
2) Extra $$$
3) No more confusion
4) Silver for NAPFA at least
5) Spend lesser(impossible)
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This short school vacation had made me crazy i guess.
Everything was so "FANTASTIC".
Doing things that i'd never done before.
In summarization, 2009 is "AWESOME lah".
Alright, i hope you guys do feel the same way as I am.

Chao.