Fighting Spirits

Be exaggerated - eon years since my last post.

Where should I begin my thoughts? I just began to wonder my minds away and realized it is so difficult to keep the promise for being able to stay with this quote " Fighting Spirits ". Not many here or there realized the true meaning of this two words.

I just came back from some soldiering training and the skills I had obtained, basically is to fight what I am fear of. Whilst being fearless is clear in your eyes. Everyone does feel the same way as myself. Because,absolutely, that moment is pulling down your guts. Life and Death could be the rationale in your head but be confident is actually the matters to stay true to this training. I cannot comment much about it or I will be screwed to the hell.

All i care is to end my time in NS because I am so badly needed to. I wish to start my career and my further education. I heard and saw my friends had already make their way to their new career or Uni. Whilst I serving the nation. 6 months has just gone by like that. Like that! Isn't that fast?? May be. i had just completed quarter fraction of my term. But still? I have long way to go?

Beside that, I have many companionship with friends. all my weekends, all i did my utmost to meet them. I do miss them. This week i had my longest weekend and I do have another long weekend coming along.

Wish everyone out there who read this post, be it housewife or career person - Please fight your way through for better time.